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| Author: | Just Jeff [ Sat Feb 25, 2017 8:05 am ] |
| Blog Subject: | Saturday 25 February |
Saturday 25 February God, Grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change. The courage to change the things I can. And the wisdom to know the difference. Thy will not mine be done. Amen. ……………… ………………… Doesn’t matter what I think. Doesn’t matter how I feel. It matters what I DO. Don’t tell others in the 12 step fellowship what you think today. Don’t tell others in the 12 step fellowship how you feel today. Tell others in the 12 step fellowship what program work you’ve done today. Remember everyday: Keep repeating “God’s will” OUT LOUD as much as you can. Even if you can only whisper or mouth it. Failing all that say it in your head but whatever the case constantly keep saying it! ……………. God, give me the power to quieten and calm my mind so that I can hear your will. Please direct my decision making at all times, because my previous game plan for living that I came up with myself has produced disastrous results in terms of my happiness and peace of mind. I want you to do my thinking for me, I do not want to analyse decisions in life anymore using my own intellect and thinking. I offer my work and effort to carry out your directions but please allow my mind to hear your broadcasting beacon which I know is in my soul, which I will always be able to hear if I can only quieten the static and noise of my own ruminations. ………. God, make me an instrument of thy peace! That where there is hatred, I may bring love. That where there is wrong, I may bring the spirit of forgiveness. That where there is discord, I may bring harmony. That where there is error, I may bring truth. That where there is doubt, I may bring faith. That where there is despair, I may bring hope. That where there are shadows, I may bring light. That where there is sadness, I may bring joy. God, grant that I may seek to comfort, rather than to be comforted. Seek to understand, rather than to be understood. Seek to love, rather than to be loved. For it is by self-forgetting that one finds. It is by forgiving that one is forgiven. It is by dying that one awakens to Eternal Life. ……………. God, please remove my resentments and direct my attention to what I might be without resentment God, please remove my fears and direct my attention to what I might be without my fear. God, please remove my guilt and direct my attention to what I might be without guilt. ………….. I know I haven’t updated this in a few days but I have been busy working a good program of recovery and staying sober! In the last 7 days I’ve attended 5 12 step meetings. My sponsor has me doing more tasks in the morning now so I’ve found it hard to update this but I will keep checking in on here when I can. Best wishes Jeff |
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| Author: | Just Jeff [ Mon Feb 20, 2017 6:49 am ] |
| Blog Subject: | Monday 20 February |
Monday 20 February God, Grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change. The courage to change the things I can. And the wisdom to know the difference. Thy will not mine be done. Amen. ……………… ………………… Doesn’t matter what I think. Doesn’t matter how I feel. It matters what I DO. Don’t tell others in the 12 step fellowship what you think today. Don’t tell others in the 12 step fellowship how you feel today. Tell others in the 12 step fellowship what program work you’ve done today. Remember everyday: Keep repeating “God’s will” OUT LOUD as much as you can. Even if you can only whisper or mouth it. Failing all that say it in your head but whatever the case constantly keep saying it! ……………. God, give me the power to quieten and calm my mind so that I can hear your will. Please direct my decision making at all times, because my previous game plan for living that I came up with myself has produced disastrous results in terms of my happiness and peace of mind. I want you to do my thinking for me, I do not want to analyse decisions in life anymore using my own intellect and thinking. I offer my work and effort to carry out your directions but please allow my mind to hear your broadcasting beacon which I know is in my soul, which I will always be able to hear if I can only quieten the static and noise of my own ruminations. ………. God, make me an instrument of thy peace! That where there is hatred, I may bring love. That where there is wrong, I may bring the spirit of forgiveness. That where there is discord, I may bring harmony. That where there is error, I may bring truth. That where there is doubt, I may bring faith. That where there is despair, I may bring hope. That where there are shadows, I may bring light. That where there is sadness, I may bring joy. God, grant that I may seek to comfort, rather than to be comforted. Seek to understand, rather than to be understood. Seek to love, rather than to be loved. For it is by self-forgetting that one finds. It is by forgiving that one is forgiven. It is by dying that one awakens to Eternal Life. ……………. God, please remove my resentments and direct my attention to what I might be without resentment God, please remove my fears and direct my attention to what I might be without my fear. God, please remove my guilt and direct my attention to what I might be without guilt. ...... I haven’t updated this for a couple of days but I have been busy doing recovery work! I want to make morning meditation a regular thing from now on. Yesterday I did: 25 mins recovery service 10 mins written stepwork 40 mins speaker tapes 20 mins outreach calls 0 mins recovery journal Repeating “God’s will” in my head throughout the day: 5/10 Went to church 6 mins praying outside of church 5 mins meditation 0 mins reading literature Saturday I did Went to a meeting. Some other stuff! Fri: Went to a meeting Some other stuff! |
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| Author: | Just Jeff [ Fri Feb 17, 2017 10:27 am ] |
| Blog Subject: | Friday 17 February |
Friday 17 February God, Grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change. The courage to change the things I can. And the wisdom to know the difference. Thy will not mine be done. Amen. ……………… Doesn’t matter what I think. Doesn’t matter how I feel. It matters what I DO. Don’t tell others in the 12 step fellowship what you think today. Don’t tell others in the 12 step fellowship how you feel today. Tell others in the 12 step fellowship what program work you’ve done today. Remember everyday: Keep repeating “God’s will” OUT LOUD as much as you can. Even if you can only whisper or mouth it. Failing all that say it in your head but whatever the case constantly keep saying it! ……………. God, give me the power to quieten and calm my mind so that I can hear your will. Please direct my decision making at all times, because my previous game plan for living that I came up with myself has produced disastrous results in terms of my happiness and peace of mind. I want you to do my thinking for me, I do not want to analyse decisions in life anymore using my own intellect and thinking. I offer my work and effort to carry out your directions but please allow my mind to hear your broadcasting beacon which I know is in my soul, which I will always be able to hear if I can only quieten the static and noise of my own ruminations. ………. God, make me an instrument of thy peace! That where there is hatred, I may bring love. That where there is wrong, I may bring the spirit of forgiveness. That where there is discord, I may bring harmony. That where there is error, I may bring truth. That where there is doubt, I may bring faith. That where there is despair, I may bring hope. That where there are shadows, I may bring light. That where there is sadness, I may bring joy. God, grant that I may seek to comfort, rather than to be comforted. Seek to understand, rather than to be understood. Seek to love, rather than to be loved. For it is by self-forgetting that one finds. It is by forgiving that one is forgiven. It is by dying that one awakens to Eternal Life. ……………. God, please remove my resentments and direct my attention to what I might be without resentment God, please remove my fears and direct my attention to what I might be without my fear. God, please remove my guilt and direct my attention to what I might be without guilt. ………….. Yesterday did: Went to a 1hr meeting. 2 mins written stepwork 30 mins speaker tapes 15 mins outreach calls 5 mins recovery journal Did not repeat “God’s will” in my head throughout the day all that much. 5 mins praying 0 mins meditation 30 mins reading literature |
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| Author: | Just Jeff [ Thu Feb 16, 2017 5:42 am ] |
| Blog Subject: | Thursday 16 February |
Thursday 16 February God, Grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change. The courage to change the things I can. And the wisdom to know the difference. Thy will not mine be done. Amen ………………… Doesn’t matter what I think. Doesn’t matter how I feel. It matters what I DO. Don’t tell others in the 12 step fellowship what you think today. Don’t tell others in the 12 step fellowship how you feel today. Tell others in the 12 step fellowship what program work you’ve done today. Remember everyday: Keep repeating “God’s will” OUT LOUD as much as you can. Even if you can only whisper or mouth it. Failing all that say it in your head but whatever the case constantly keep saying it! ……………. God, give me the power to quieten and calm my mind so that I can hear your will. Please direct my decision making at all times, because my previous game plan for living that I came up with myself has produced disastrous results in terms of my happiness and peace of mind. I want you to do my thinking for me, I do not want to analyse decisions in life anymore using my own intellect and thinking. I offer my work and effort to carry out your directions but please allow my mind to hear your broadcasting beacon which I know is in my soul, which I will always be able to hear if I can only quieten the static and noise of my own ruminations. ………. God, make me an instrument of thy peace! That where there is hatred, I may bring love. That where there is wrong, I may bring the spirit of forgiveness. That where there is discord, I may bring harmony. That where there is error, I may bring truth. That where there is doubt, I may bring faith. That where there is despair, I may bring hope. That where there are shadows, I may bring light. That where there is sadness, I may bring joy. God, grant that I may seek to comfort, rather than to be comforted. Seek to understand, rather than to be understood. Seek to love, rather than to be loved. For it is by self-forgetting that one finds. It is by forgiving that one is forgiven. It is by dying that one awakens to Eternal Life. ……………. God, please remove my resentments and direct my attention to what I might be without resentment God, please remove my fears and direct my attention to what I might be without my fear. God, please remove my guilt and direct my attention to what I might be without guilt. ………….. Yesterday did: 25 mins stepwork 1 hour speaker tapes 40 mins outreach calls 0 mins recovery journal Didn’t go to a meeting Did not repeat “God’s will” in my head throughout the day all that much. 10 mins praying 0 mins meditation 5 mins reading literature |
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| Author: | Just Jeff [ Tue Feb 14, 2017 9:56 pm ] |
| Blog Subject: | Tuesday 14 February |
Tuesday 14 February God, Grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change. The courage to change the things I can. And the wisdom to know the difference. Thy will not mine be done. Amen ………………… Doesn’t matter what I think. Doesn’t matter how I feel. It matters what I DO. Don’t tell others in the 12 step fellowship what you think today. Don’t tell others in the 12 step fellowship how you feel today. Tell others in the 12 step fellowship what program work you’ve done today. Remember everyday: Keep repeating “God’s will” OUT LOUD as much as you can. Even if you can only whisper or mouth it. Failing all that say it in your head but whatever the case constantly keep saying it! ……………. God, give me the power to quieten and calm my mind so that I can hear your will. Please direct my decision making at all times, because my previous game plan for living that I came up with myself has produced disastrous results in terms of my happiness and peace of mind. I want you to do my thinking for me, I do not want to analyse decisions in life anymore using my own intellect and thinking. I offer my work and effort to carry out your directions but please allow my mind to hear your broadcasting beacon which I know is in my soul, which I will always be able to hear if I can only quieten the static and noise of my own ruminations. ………. God, make me an instrument of thy peace! That where there is hatred, I may bring love. That where there is wrong, I may bring the spirit of forgiveness. That where there is discord, I may bring harmony. That where there is error, I may bring truth. That where there is doubt, I may bring faith. That where there is despair, I may bring hope. That where there are shadows, I may bring light. That where there is sadness, I may bring joy. God, grant that I may seek to comfort, rather than to be comforted. Seek to understand, rather than to be understood. Seek to love, rather than to be loved. For it is by self-forgetting that one finds. It is by forgiving that one is forgiven. It is by dying that one awakens to Eternal Life. ……………. God, please remove my resentments and direct my attention to what I might be without resentment God, please remove my fears and direct my attention to what I might be without my fear. God, please remove my guilt and direct my attention to what I might be without guilt. …………. Yesterday I prayed for 10 mins just before going to sleep. Today I did: 30 mins stepwork 30 mins outreach calls 5 mins recovery journal 1 hour listening to 12 step speaker tapes Did not repeat “God’s will” in my head throughout the day all that much. About 3 minutes of praying (not including saying “God’s will” in my head) but may do some more before I go to sleep. So I could step up on the praying! |
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